[ It was all exciting and he was looking forward to this trip. He's seen them all through video chatting, and he has so many different text threads going, but to get to see Blue in person is so exciting and he's so happy for it.

So he's not sure why since the moment he hugged her in greeting that he's feeling a pressure within that is unlike anything he has ever experienced. Or even what he could call it. Given the reaction of his body though he's embarrassed and hating on himself a little.

Or a lot.

Not that the surroundings are doing much for him. His first words in seeing the room had been to wonder, aloud, if they could have picked a more pretentious hotel. He's not sure they could.

So he let himself stew on that, making jokes about it, but the pressure within has been getting worse, and he isn't trying to hide how his nostrils keep flaring, acutely aware of how Blue smells spicy and sweet and sexy. But he's not supposed to be thinking about her like that. ]


No. No, it's a great day. I've missed you, Blue. That's all. I just...

[ He raises his gaze, staring at her for a minute. There's such raw, desperate hunger on his gaze in that moment, unable to hide how he's feeling about her, the hunger he's feeling for her in ways he's never felt before. ]

I don't feel right. I feel... on fire? Like... like everything about me is suddenly alive and I don't know why. I feel...

[ And in that moment realization hits him. Stories he's heard from others. He stares at her, stunned and utterly confused. ]

It can't be. I would have presented by now.