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[ they tell him he won't make soldier. no amount of training can fix a weakness of the soul. the mako doesn't agree with him - he's bedridden for three days after the initial test, and upon discharge, told he'll nnot be allowed to apply again. on the very same day he'd tendered his resignation, apologizing to his squadmates for letting them down, and left a message to the turk who had helped him on the trains as well as zack fair, thanking them for their belief in him, however ill-placed.
he was left with no choice but to improvise. there was nothing to return home to in nibelheim, no reason to quietly endure further ridicule and a lifetime of being ostracized, but no way he could live on the plate with the sky-high rent and the soul-sucking jobs requiring more skill than country boy can provide. he isn't the first SOLDIER washout to be too ashamed to go home, and he knows he won't be the last. the slums are full of them. he'd found himself lost, wandering lost in the shadow of the plate. sector five was bright and flashy but he wasn't equipped to deal with pickpockets and gangs. the better part of the day was spent utterly terrified, certain he was going to die here tonight and no one would ever know because he'd been too damn stupid to tell them his plans.
don corneo's men saw an easy mark for the coliseum. promising big money and a place to sleep - but a hand on his shoulder, a whisper in his ear, i could make you a star, darling - offered him something better.
andrea rhodea had smiled so charmingly and with such faith he'd decided he was in before he even heard the offer.
( they'd suggested claudia for his stagename, not knowing it was his mothers. he'd balked, almost shouting no, because while the rhinestones and glitter were rapidly becoming just another part of his world - he couldn't imagine the humiliation of anyone he knew knowing this. shame had consumed so much of his life, dictated so much of what he enjoyed - he refused to let it ruin this too. )
so cirrus was born. and cirrus was a fucking hit.
and he hadn't been lying. cloud's androgynous features were a smash with the customer-base. he was a quick learner, a hell of a dancer, and not too bad of a fighter. he was a star - and it came with glitz, and glamour, and gil, but no glory.
the usual showstopper was done for the night. cloud, center-stage, dancing to a flashy new routine in a uniform somewhere between the men's snappy suits and the women's bulky bee costume. he's fanning himself in the changing room, huffing out a breath as he counts down the minutes until the end of his shift, when one of the girls tells him he's been requested for a private show. ]
Seriously? I'm almost off the clock. Can't someone else -
[ it's someone important, she says, shaking her head. classified. you know what that means.
the blonde pulls a face.
don't worry, it doesn't look like an exec. she adds hastily. but you better move.
he sighs. turns back to the mirror to wipe away any evidence of exertion and heads for the room. ]
he was left with no choice but to improvise. there was nothing to return home to in nibelheim, no reason to quietly endure further ridicule and a lifetime of being ostracized, but no way he could live on the plate with the sky-high rent and the soul-sucking jobs requiring more skill than country boy can provide. he isn't the first SOLDIER washout to be too ashamed to go home, and he knows he won't be the last. the slums are full of them. he'd found himself lost, wandering lost in the shadow of the plate. sector five was bright and flashy but he wasn't equipped to deal with pickpockets and gangs. the better part of the day was spent utterly terrified, certain he was going to die here tonight and no one would ever know because he'd been too damn stupid to tell them his plans.
don corneo's men saw an easy mark for the coliseum. promising big money and a place to sleep - but a hand on his shoulder, a whisper in his ear, i could make you a star, darling - offered him something better.
andrea rhodea had smiled so charmingly and with such faith he'd decided he was in before he even heard the offer.
( they'd suggested claudia for his stagename, not knowing it was his mothers. he'd balked, almost shouting no, because while the rhinestones and glitter were rapidly becoming just another part of his world - he couldn't imagine the humiliation of anyone he knew knowing this. shame had consumed so much of his life, dictated so much of what he enjoyed - he refused to let it ruin this too. )
so cirrus was born. and cirrus was a fucking hit.
and he hadn't been lying. cloud's androgynous features were a smash with the customer-base. he was a quick learner, a hell of a dancer, and not too bad of a fighter. he was a star - and it came with glitz, and glamour, and gil, but no glory.
the usual showstopper was done for the night. cloud, center-stage, dancing to a flashy new routine in a uniform somewhere between the men's snappy suits and the women's bulky bee costume. he's fanning himself in the changing room, huffing out a breath as he counts down the minutes until the end of his shift, when one of the girls tells him he's been requested for a private show. ]
Seriously? I'm almost off the clock. Can't someone else -
[ it's someone important, she says, shaking her head. classified. you know what that means.
the blonde pulls a face.
don't worry, it doesn't look like an exec. she adds hastily. but you better move.
he sighs. turns back to the mirror to wipe away any evidence of exertion and heads for the room. ]
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Date: 2020-05-07 02:38 am (UTC)[ evidently, he doesn't see what's so nice about it. or he's just wondering what cirrus thinks about it, in particular. i mean—considering the little friend he has in the area, yeah, it's a really nice place. you can see the influence all over. but he's not so sure everybody appreciates the poetry of it the way he does. ]
You talking about the flowers?
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Date: 2020-05-07 02:43 am (UTC)[ the slums have a sense of community like no other - pretty much everywhere but right here. people do what they can, but its all limited when its the don's pudgy little hands controlling everything. ]
They really take care of each other over there. I've never seen anything like it before.
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Date: 2020-05-07 03:09 am (UTC)[ the taking care of each other thing, the community. he's noticed, generally, that the slums are different than they were when he ran them all over, though. wall market is less disgusting, seven actually allows its rats a chance to contribute before labeling them vermin. but five has always been unique. it's where he went for a break from the grind and suffering, and that's why he still has a place there in spite of... well, other things changing. ]
You ever been topside? It's not like that up there, either. Not really, I mean—people just don't give a fuck up there. Ain't even cruel, just... whaddaya call it? Indifferent.
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Date: 2020-05-07 03:18 am (UTC)[ a story told in six words. he shakes his head. broken dreams and bad memories. ]
It wasn't like that out in the country, either... Everywhere you go, people just looking the other way.
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Date: 2020-05-07 12:52 pm (UTC)[ cute. country boys are always cute. he happens to be fond of smalltown guys, as it turns out, seeing as every guy he's particularly fond of is, in fact, from a small town. or at least a town that ain't midgar, which means pretty much every other town there is. except maybe the one he's from. ]
Tell ya a secret: the whole world's like that. Trust me, I've been all over.
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Date: 2020-05-07 03:50 pm (UTC)[ not that his accent is very clear these days. he'd worked hard to hide it, cover up any part of that small lonely kid who'd come here with big hopes and dreams. only to find the city desperately cold and unfeeling.
reno's word might as well be gospel. he hasn't really ever been anywhere but home and here. both had felt about the same. ]
You must travel a lot for work.
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Date: 2020-05-07 05:23 pm (UTC)[ might as well make it a little gay. since, y'know, they're here and the point is to fuck the bee, not ask the bee its opinions on the socio-economic whateverthefuck of whereverthefuck and ask him about his hometown. listen, he didn't plan this, he just—will get around to it when he feels like it, fuck off. anyway, he finishes off his champagne and rather than make cloud pour him another glass, he takes his feet off the table and sits forward to do it himself. he gestures with the bottle before he sets it down. ]
You want a refill?
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Date: 2020-05-07 05:32 pm (UTC)[ he has to think for a moment, swishing the contents of his glass before he finishes it and offers it out. ]
I'll give you a sneak preview of my new pole routine.
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Date: 2020-05-07 09:35 pm (UTC)Alright, deal. Now, repeat after me: "the mailbox was bent and broken and looked like someone had knocked it over on purpose."
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Date: 2020-05-07 09:41 pm (UTC)[ his lips quirk in a half smile, the fingers of his hand curling over his lips as he watches the turk fill his glass. it also might not do him much good - cloud had spent ages practicing on sentences just like that, trying to shake the country bumpkin out of him. some people liked the accent - it made him seem simple and cute, a good way to play it up and get tips or get someone talking when they shouldn't.
but he prefers the clean, crisp accent of the plate.
he takes a sip and licks his lips. ]
"The mailbox was bent and broken and looked like someone had knocked it over on purpose."
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Date: 2020-05-08 01:28 am (UTC)North of the Canyon, west of the Saucer. Gotta be somewhere around the mountains there. Right?
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Date: 2020-05-08 01:31 am (UTC)surprise registers in his eyes. but, leave it to a turk, right? ]
Right on the money. What gave it away?
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Date: 2020-05-08 01:40 am (UTC)[ it was a rough guess, but a rough guess is usually all you need to get people to tell you what you want to know. he grins and knocks back some of that bubbly. ]
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Date: 2020-05-08 01:47 am (UTC)[ he's not giving a town, because fuck that. fuck who could find out about it. nibelheim isn't notable at all, and the accent isn't too different from rocket town so...
he stands up. ]
I promised you a dance. I should warn you - it's for the main show, not a private one. Not quite as flashy.
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Date: 2020-05-08 02:11 am (UTC)Alright, blondie, let's see it.
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Date: 2020-05-08 02:24 am (UTC)but he's got rhythm. and that ethereal look that sells the whole thing. he looks like he was born to be nobility, even if he was and always will be nothing more than a country bastard. ]
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Date: 2020-05-08 03:52 am (UTC)when it's all said and done, he refills cirrus's glass to about half again. ]
Well, it's no wonder they call you the shining star of Wall Market. You must got a lotta fans. Maybe even me, too.
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Date: 2020-05-08 04:08 am (UTC)I do alright.
[ he rests a hand on his hip, his cheeks faintly pink from the stupid title and from the exertion. pausing just a moment to catch his breath. it's been a long fucking night, and really, he'd love to go the fuck to sleep. but he's a professional. this is his profession. and if the guy isn't a total fuckhead, it'd be nice to have him back sometime.
he doesn't respond to the usual bullshit, so cloud just sips his drink. maybe should watch how much he's drinking. he doubts he could outdrink a turk and the guy is nice, but nice doesn't mean anything when someone works for shinra. ]
Most people don't really call me a 'star' because they like the way I dance, though.
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Date: 2020-05-08 04:12 am (UTC)Hehehe. Oh, yeah? Is it somethin' else?
[ aaand here it comes. ]
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Date: 2020-05-08 04:22 am (UTC)[ from no shortage of practice. and correction. and long, long lessons with people he'd rather sink his teeth into than bring any kind of bliss. ]
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Date: 2020-05-08 04:34 am (UTC)I bet. You look like you can talk some serious shit.
[ that's way more fun than the other thing. ]
"And you can use it," yeah, yeah, blowjobs or whatever. You wanna roast some suits? I bet you've met so many.
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Date: 2020-05-08 04:36 am (UTC)A few. Not as many as you'd think.
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Date: 2020-05-08 12:41 pm (UTC)[ you better believe he's watching for recognition. ]
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Date: 2020-05-08 03:15 pm (UTC)I'm not at liberty to say.
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Date: 2020-05-10 01:49 am (UTC)Come ooooonnn. You can say whatever you wanna say in front of me. She's the fucking worst, isn't she?
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