[ he snorts a little at the denial, but doesn't bother saying anything else about it. it doesn't really matter anymore, anyway-- they'd all clung together in their grief, and now they're as close to family as quentin's ever had. at least, before josh and noah.
he wets his hands, gently works one through josh's hair, dampening it carefully, keeping the water from dripping into his eyes. ]
It was like they lost part of their soul. [ it was like that for quentin, too, just in a different way. ] We were all a fucking disaster for a long time. I think it-- [ a pause, fingers stilling against josh. ] The pregnancy was.. hard sometimes, and I think it.. gave them something to focus on other than how awful it was that you weren't there.
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Date: 2021-04-19 01:50 am (UTC)he wets his hands, gently works one through josh's hair, dampening it carefully, keeping the water from dripping into his eyes. ]
It was like they lost part of their soul. [ it was like that for quentin, too, just in a different way. ] We were all a fucking disaster for a long time. I think it-- [ a pause, fingers stilling against josh. ] The pregnancy was.. hard sometimes, and I think it.. gave them something to focus on other than how awful it was that you weren't there.