[The pain was manageable with the stimulant but he wasn't going to admit even to a figment of his imagination that the last couple of days had been the worst since he had gotten sick. He was going to have to talk to Tseng about making preparations soon even if that would mean finally admitting defeat. He had to be practical now.]
You're wondering if I feel remorse for what I've done.
[His voice is quiet, thoughtful. He did feel remorse, it sat heavily on him and weighed him down. Seeing the other Geostigma patients at Healen was a constant reminder of what Shinra did that he was forced to face every day. He never looked away no matter what he saw of the patients with the most advanced cases.]
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Date: 2020-05-18 01:49 am (UTC)[The pain was manageable with the stimulant but he wasn't going to admit even to a figment of his imagination that the last couple of days had been the worst since he had gotten sick. He was going to have to talk to Tseng about making preparations soon even if that would mean finally admitting defeat. He had to be practical now.]
You're wondering if I feel remorse for what I've done.
[His voice is quiet, thoughtful. He did feel remorse, it sat heavily on him and weighed him down. Seeing the other Geostigma patients at Healen was a constant reminder of what Shinra did that he was forced to face every day. He never looked away no matter what he saw of the patients with the most advanced cases.]
Do you think I deserve this?